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October 26 My life~One word! Busy!
I cannot even have my own time. But this site is my own space forever. I can say what I want to say at the bottom of my heart.Sevaral days ago,my friends of my dormitary go to the factory they may work in and they were frustrated.They say dreams are dreams,the reality is the reality.
But I believe where there is a will,there is a way.One day ,I will have my kingdom.
October 07 hellohello my friends! I am back. I am busy now .And I am happy!
To be a happy girl. Forever! July 04 I am free nowI have passed my exam now ,but I am not happy. I stay at my dormitory all the day and I have nothing to do.
I missed my parents and my brother , but I cannot go home now .
I realised having dreams is a good thing . Absulutely June 16 I am busy, I am crazy Sitting in classroom, my brain is blank. God! My biochemistry textbook is so thick. My Physical Chemistry book involved so many formulas.
Yesterday I watch a horror movie. With my back to the screen, I saw others' face of horror . Interesting! My brain is in a mess now .Ok, that's all
today, my friend! June 13 I am not a bad girlI can not believe I have cheated myself for two years.
From the time I set foot in my university, i began to cheat myself,searching reasons for my degeneration .In fact, I have not lived a happy life as
an undergraduate student. Maybe I was happy when I was play games by mobilephone on class , maybe I was happy when I surf the Internet
intemperately,maybe i am when I lay in bed during which I should review my textbook.But the era after all of that was strong enough to tear me up. So I learnt to look for hingh-sounding reasons for my indulgence. At the instant, the depression at the bottom of my heart is punishing me as well as the bad results of exams. How pathetic! Untill now I don't dare to face myself , so I equiped myself with unrealistic dreams. It contributes
to my confusion .I can't see my future.
I am not a bad girl! Just now, I am so frustrated. Maybe I shouldn't recall my past days, but Ihave to. At my age of 7 to 18, I used to be an excellent student, I was always one of my teachers' favorites absolutely. My parents never concerned about me. Never!but now,I take there trust on me to let them down. How cruel I am!
I will be a major in bio-chemistry in one month. So today I have to recognize myself and set my goal.Just be down-to-earth.Do what I should do.
I am not a bad girl!!  |
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